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The Sudden Awesomeness

As most of you probably know, I’ve been in a very bad mood lately; I’ve been feeling insecure and out of place in my class, losing inspiration and dealing with a few personal things.

Within a day, everything has been resolved. My life is, once again, awesome, and I’ve been so happy that I almost got an asthma attack from the excitement! Nah, not really – my throat just started to hurt, but it’s fine now!

By next Monday, I’m gonna be in a new, awesome class. Like I said before, I barely knew anyone in my class, and I still don’t. I feel so out of place there all the time. It’s not that I don’t like my class; I just don’t think I belong there. The class I’m moving to has my Grade 6, Grade 7 and Freshman friends. I go there every morning and talk to the people there instead of my classmates. There’s this teacher I hate that’s not gonna be my teacher anymore when I move there. This is gonna be an amazing year!

When I get in a good mood like that, everything else just follows. I suddenly got motivation and inspiration to work on my website and found myself realizing how stupid my other worries were. It’s like all the things that went wrong in my life recently suddenly fixed themselves just as quickly as they got messed up.

I look back at how sad and insecure I was just a few years ago – how I cried constantly, looked at everything negatively and didn’t believe that things could ever get better. Then, I look at myself now – satisfied with my life, trying to look at everything positively and, even when I’m in a bad mood, still finding myself generally happy.

God is good all the time. No matter how bad my life gets (or how bad I exaggerate my life to be), things will always work out for the better in the end.

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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Excitement!!!!!!!!!
lol don’t kill yourself. :P
Congrats on getting your friends back!! Ugh i hate some teachers too.

Soo since you got inspiration does that mean new stuff??? i’ve been dying to see your new lay lol.

Life might get hard but you just need to hang in there. :D

Comment by ISi • June 25, 2010 • 11:30 pm

thats awesome that you’re getting moved to a new class :) I know the feeling.. I’ve always felt so out of place in classrooms- people i don’t know, and I’m the shy type so I didn’t bother talking to people unless they talked to me first.. hopefully this time you’ll have more friends in your class :)
I used to be so down on myself as well, so I can relate. I still am actually with a lot of things, but I guess I can work on that. I’m glad things have gotten better for you, and I hope they continue to stay that way :)

Comment by Kayt • June 26, 2010 • 8:13 am

Even the thumbnail really put a smile on my face. :D I am glad everything is falling into place for you and you’ll be surrounded by friends!

It is true that once something brightens you up, everything is better again. I know sometimes when I have felt down about something, it ruins my ENTIRE mood. Then someone cheers me up, or something cheers me up, and it makes me smile about everything. :)

I never really force myself out of the internet… I suppose it’s bad because I’m addicted and it can be distracting but I also know how to control myself. xD~

I don’t really get too overwhelmed until it all hits me, seeing everything I need to do isn’t a big deal but when I don’t get them all done I think that’s when I get stressed. Maybe I overestimate myself.

Comment by Georgina • June 26, 2010 • 10:05 am

Well, that really awesome! How can you suddenly move to another class? Still, I’m glad you’re moving into another class :)
Pfft, as if I belong into my class. In my class, usually the cool kids are those class clowns, vain girls, and bullies. People like me are considered “nerds”.

It’s easy to feel inspired when some problem gets out of your way. But when that something gets lifted off of your shoulders, another one adds up. Everything ends, pain ends, happiness ends, eventually. I sound such a pessimist today XD But heck, that’s what I’ve learned in life. Don’t mind me though, I just wanted to state my opinion.
And it’s okay to cry, screw what everyone says about crying.

God is good all the time Lol, last Friday, one classmate of mine lead an opening prayer using that line and All the time, God is good.

Comment by Gillan • June 27, 2010 • 2:18 am

yeah.. its very annoying. I feel bad when I tell someone ‘no’ and then I get mad when they keep coming back for more and more. Well its more understandable now that he ‘ignores’ me because he has a kid now and stuff, but when they were just dating, he cut me out completely and i became the ‘annoying younger sister that wasnt cool to hang around anymore’ which was just an act he put on when his friends or girls were around… blah. whatever I guess lol.

Ohh thats good! It makes school more fun when theres a lot of people you’d rather be around that are in the same class. Yeah, same, as time goes on become more ‘myself’ but I’m very shy when theres new people around or in a room I don’t know anyone

Comment by Kayt • June 27, 2010 • 3:45 am

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