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Not In The Mood For Anything, Apparently

Ever since school started, I haven’t really been inspired to doing anything anymore. Maybe it’s lack of sleep or maybe even the heat, but, either way, I’ve just been in such a bad mood lately.

I don’t know why, but I can’t seem to write properly. I keep trying type up a good post, but it usually just ends up in the drafts folder, unfinished, because I kept struggling for the words.

I finished coding a layout before school started and was planning to code it for WordPress soon after, but never got to it.

I miss those times when I’m writing a new blog post, and everything comes naturally. I just keep typing and typing and eventually finish, without realizing how fast I went. The feeling’s just amazing. It’s the same with designing and coding. When I’m in a good mood, I can finish a perfectly decent layout from scratch in about an hour or two, if I let my perfectionist-self take over and start making lots of tiny changes.

I hate it when that drive just goes away like that though. Now, I’m disappointed.

It’s normal to be disappointed about this kind of thing. It’s not every day that you can write something amazing all in one go. Some of my blogs come like that, but others take a bit of thinking time. I’ve learned to accept it, though.

The heat or any kind of extreme weather makes me feel lazy and really restless. I think it happens to most people so you’re definitely not the only one. :)

I can honestly say I’m not a movie person. People keep urging me to watch certain movies but I don’t get around to it, I don’t seem interested or want to do something else.

I have seen the original Karate Kid movie; I loved that. I’m glad you found it fun; shame about that annoying kid. I try to sit away from anyone else when I go to the cinemas.

I don’t really like the darkness and the huge screen; makes me feel a bit weird. I dunno. I like to be really comfortable when I watch something. I do like my chair and bed. XD

Comment by Georgina • June 19, 2010 • 10:29 pm

Gah, it’s really frustrating especially when you’re relying on the thing to work. :P Whatever that may be (usually technology haha).

My dad once got zapped really badly with a computer when he was fixing it. Apparently he was shaking because the current was going through him! But he was unharmed otherwise. I had an old geography teacher in high school who was hospitalised after being struck by lightning – it JUST missed his heart, though. I’d imagine those things shake people up a lot.

Yeah, I was so annoyed! My parents don’t like leaving things unfinished (a bit like me haha), so I guess they really wanted to know what happened with the kettle. I’m glad they had a new one because it’s actually perfect right now and it works so well, and it’s not as heavy.

The weather always gets to me! And my friends get really lazy in rainy weather; we’d just be sitting there on our laptops not even bothering to talk. :P You don’t really wanna move around in cold weather either so that’s why I personally get lazy. Dx Too cold to move!

I agree! :D I don’t mind watching something when I can multitask. I think for most of my life I’ve loved multitasking and I just think it’s a lot more productive to sit there and fold clothes or iron clothes or paint nails or something, while I watch something. It saves time!

Comment by Georgina • June 20, 2010 • 9:41 am

I’m right there with you, sadly– I can’t seem to find anything in the past few days to inspire me to the point of anything– that and even the gaming I’ve been waiting to do ( after some bullcrap issues with their services) is not even enticing me all that much.

Restlessness to this point is never fun. I’m even musically restless again, and I hate that. Hopefully it’ll get better. :x

Comment by Drea • June 20, 2010 • 10:32 am

I felt the same yesterday. I wanted to write a blog post as I felt an urge inside me telling me to tell out what I feel. But when I was wondering what to write, I was blank. Like totally blank. Blog writing is not an easy task, and sometimes we do feel uninspired.

I have about 5 incomplete drafts in my posts folder. It’s completely incomplete. Some of them have a wonderful theme, and some are just ramblings. Today I feel like writing a blog post, but I’m not in the right mood. I’ll see when I feel like it.

Aah yes, all the good words come when you’re in a good mood yeah? Agreed. Hey, don’t be disappointed ’bout that kay? It’s natural. Be happy that you’re worried about writing something unlike others who don’t bother to do so :D

Comment by Ash • June 20, 2010 • 7:25 pm

Oh gosh, that must have been really scary indeed. Whenever there is lightning I try not to be outside. I have to be inside somewhere, lucky for me I usually am.

I find it easy to sleep when it’s raining, on the other hand. I don’t like waking up and noticing it’s raining though, the feeling is nasty. :/ And usually I open the curtains and I don’t like the look of the dark sky and all.

If I need to focus on something I don’t multitask at all. I know I need full focus on that task, such as an assignment. But other things can be multi-tasked. XD

Comment by Georgina • June 20, 2010 • 9:00 pm

Eeep, that’s really terrible. If it was stormy outside, and I was in school, I think all the teachers would call us in. It’s a bit strange thinking about it though, you’re just in the house, but I still feel like I have to draw the curtain and everything to keep me safe. :P

Some people love the smell of rain. I can’t really smell it unless I physically go outside though, but as soon as I know it’s raining and I wake up, I’m pretty disappointed. Dx

Comment by Georgina • June 20, 2010 • 10:43 pm

I really hope your mood goes up! Cheer up hun! :D
The heat always makes me mad so your not the only one~

Comment by Pauline • June 21, 2010 • 3:22 am

I always feel like that. I never have the mood to blog anymore. I think it’s because of all the stress from school and in life. Maybe being in school affected our moods to be selective with blogging. But I hope you can blog about stuff soon. :) Keep blogging!

Oh and I emailed you yesterday, I think. :)

Comment by Ivy • June 21, 2010 • 6:36 am

Ohh unexpected weather changes. Yah i hate those.

That’s the school feeling. School is back and everything is getting difficult again. No time for anything anymore, too tired to do anything. It’s like a side effect for school.

I hope you do cheer up soon. :D

Comment by Isi • June 21, 2010 • 10:04 am

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